This weekend was the weekend before I started my big launch. I had spent a good month creating and planning, and I was ready to lay it all out there. And then… I spent all weekend doing family stuff that came up, did one birthday dinner, had an unexpected new tarot client call for an appointment on Sunday who then showed up two hours late after I cleaned the house for them, one of our cars wouldn’t start, internet kept going off this morning, last night my daughter got sick all over her bed at 2:30 am, and my mother-in-law decided she needed to have a tax return crisis in the middle of my afternoon video shootings. I won’t lie and say I didn’t get a little ruffled.
Mischief managed: Check
As soon as I felt that black cloud over my head seriously begin to form, this time I knew better than to feed into any of that bull. None of it had anything to do with my value or worth as a lightworker. There might be some truth to the idea that because I was birthing something that had a bigger energy to it, my normal ripples got a little bigger too. There might be some truth to Merc retro and Saturn retro happening in the next week or so messing with the flows. But ya what?
It’s only really as true as I make it for myself.
I let that black cloud go. Shit happens. We deal with it and move. My old pattern of listening and believing in my pity-me stories never got me anywhere but exhausted and irritable. What I needed this week was Love, tons more love. It might sound all “don’t worry be happy” cliche, but when you think about the Law of Attraction, the you fixate on that black cloud, the more real that black cloud is going to get for you.
Love is one of the highest vibrations we can bring into any mix. It doesn’t have be all soft and mushy, it can be fierce and loyal. Love can be light-hearted like sharing a good joke on livestream just to brighten someone’s day or it can be serious and genuine, like telling someone you believe in them. Tap into a flavor of love to dispel those storm clouds or soar above the storm, cuz the only reason that storm will stop you from moving forward, shining bright like the beacon you are, is if you believe it actually means anything more than life happening as it will!
You are more powerful than any storm or curse!