What's Rising within you?
As we're heading into the beginning of the Eclipses, today and tomorrow, we're having a bit of a release period. You might find yourself calling into question the big choices you made over the last 12 years, since 1999. Knowing whether those choices were made from fear or from a place of personal empowerment, can really help get us into alignment with where we are headed. Understanding why you might have held on to something you should have let go of, gotten off track, or settled instead of shooting for more, will show us where we need more forgiveness around our sense of self.
Take the next 48 hours to practice some forgiveness and gratitude, so we can facilitate the release and tune into the greater energy and message available in this time. Try not to borrow drama, stress, or negativity. Instead sink in to soul and know that sometimes there are no easy answers, sometimes we just have to put one foot in front of other and know the Universe is rising to meet us each moment.
And don't forget to baby yourself today. No matter what get stirred up, acting from a place of anger, upset-ness, frustration, or resentment isn't going to serve anyone. Let the realization of your triggered feelings sink in on another level, one that is going to inform you where you need to make better or more powerful personal choices. This week isn't about letting the fire consume you, but instead it's more about sorting stuff out, thinking of it in a new way, so we can bring ourselves into more soulful alignment over time. We've got a busy energy month, this August, so take it one feeling at a time!
Each moment we have during an Eclipse and retrograde season we are having for a reason. It's not always some deep, life-altering kind of thing, sometimes it's as subtle as realizing you've been avoiding something, like sending a bill, and it's causing some flow issues for you. We can come to great clarity during these kinds of energies, because we are being pushed to take care of things we've been putting off or putting on the back burner. Don't dread it. Have a little faith that it's coming up during this time, because now you are ready to take some action, make a decision, etc... to clear it up and get it off your plate.
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For me, the personal freedom issues have been coming up and I find myself questioning whether I've been living as intentionally as I need to be, or not. But we can't let perfectionism or past regret shade our present moment. Those are illusions of the fear mind, ego. They would like to have us believe that if we do everything "just right" good things will happen, and if we fail to do things "just right" we'll struggle or get punished. It's time to move past this concept. For every choice there is consequence, but who said consequence is a bad thing? The Universe isn't out to punish us. I don't think "God" punishes us either. I think we've been living for so long, so entrenched in the world of duality that we're simply used to looking for all the bad things that "could" be related back to our failures and flaws.
But what if there's is little or not relation to the car breaking down during Merc. retro and the fact that you didn't stand up for yourself as well as you did with your mom? How would your life change if you didn't have to let all the weird little happenings between people and events relate back to what you decided to do? What if you chose this moment, despite whatever, to simply rise and love and breathe and smile?
Ostara: Fertility: It is the perfect time for you to start new projects, access new ideas, and give birth to new conditions.
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What does this mean for the lightworker Soulpreneur, the biz goddess?
Clients might think they be backsliding on their blocks, but they might also have a renewed devotion to getting through those blocks. This isn't the week to push ahead hard. This is a week where we'll have to see what hits our clients and be the rock and words of wisdom. There might be a tendency to want to push forward to end pain once and for all, but this is just the beginning of the Eclipse cycle. Deeper, slower work will be need to fine tune the visions that are coming through and blocks that are being raised into awareness.
Remember this isn't about trying to make everyone quantum leap, this is about the slow conscious awakening to the fact that we are meant for more. Be the voice of reason in impulsive times. Make sure your peeps are doing the needed work around the issues before they make big commitments. If flexibility is what they need in their plans, use the Merc. Retro in their favor by making the commitment now. But if they need more fixed, solid plans, use the Merc. Retro to find the clarity needed, and make the bigger commitment after the retro is over.
Trust that the Universe has some surprises up it's sleeve for us and plan for that!